R & R

R & R

I've felt the blow and the score is set,
Repitition is far so far from regret.
Repentance is when you start turning your life,
Retaliation is more like when you start turning the knife.
What did I do? I won't open up, I deserve what I get,
Repitition is far so far from regret.
Giving up heaven for merely a chance,
It could be a failure but I'd miss "the dance".
I will not be sorry until I've paid my debt,
Repitition is far so far from regret.

Sorry I will not hear, for I know better.
Sorry means nothing, for I now think clearer.
Sorry, an excuse to get forgiveness from some.
Sorry a word to which I've become numb.

Cold ground is where I lay, the days are cold no sunshine today. I dream of it, think of it, linger on it still... At some point I'll be gone and my body will be empty. A shell of what I was and a peaceful sight to those that can see me. Close will be the casket because I have asked this of the one who will make that decision. Peaceful I'll be inside the box of broken dreams.

-Twistedcorpse